Friday, October 29, 2010

bermulanya kisah saya(=")(",*)

31 march 2010...tarikh ni la yang tercatat dalam diari saya..dimana kisah saya bermula.............

malam sebelum tarikh ni saya telah membuat satu keputusan "gila" dalam hidup saya.dengan rasa berani matinya saya,saya luahkan perasaan saya dengan "awak"..
sejak bila saya mula suka awak,tu saya tak tahu..=)sejak bila awak mula rapat dengan saya pun saya tak tahu...yang penting saya bahagia dengan awak...=)
saya harap dengan luahan perasaan saya kat awak ni,rasa sakit hati saya bila saya nampak awak dengan orang 
lain akan hilang..

saya : sebenarnya,aku ada benda nak bagitau ko..aku da lma suke kat ko..tapi aku tak kesah ko terima atau tak
awak : owh..insyallah..aku akan cuba tapi kalau tak boleh aku minta maaf..
saya : esok,ko jangan tengok n cakap dengan aku! aku tak ske!! paham?!! salam...

kalau la awak tahu,hancurnya hati saya masa tu..hanya Allah je yang tahu..saya malu sangat,sampai saya rasa esok tu saya tak nak pergi sekolah..tapi saya tetap pergi...
keesokkan harinya.....awak betul-betul tak tegur saya,saya pun macam tu..saya malu sangat! awak tetap rapat dengan dia..saya cuma tengok dari jauh je..nak tegur awak tapi saya malu sangat..keadaan ni berlarutan sampai 2.4.2010.
dengan semangat yang baru.saya dengan beraninya hantar mesej kat awak..

saya : salam..wei,ko mrh aku ke? haha..aku nak main2kn ko jela..hahaha..april fool!!!

haaaa!! nasib baik awak tak cakap lebih-lebih bila saya hantar mesej macam tu..saya rasa gembira dapat kawan dengan awak macam dulu....=)

Friday, October 8, 2010

maher zain_thank you allah...









I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank you with every breath I take

الحمد لله الحمد لله
All praises to Allah

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud
to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that's when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you

الحمد لله
All praises to Allah

Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank you for bringing me home

الحمد لله
All praises to Allah

الحمد لله